Amid the chaos, Bladee pauses to take inventory of issues with putting lucidity given his ordinary tendency to summary and arrive at concepts from indirect angles. He dropped his first solo tape, Gluee, nearly a decade in the past, again when he was often known as Yung Lean’s sidekick. Now at 30, he’s experiencing one thing like a mid-career disaster. “I bought so previous, I bought embarrassed to even be right here, ?” the intro goes. He’s conscious of his immense affect on a brand new era of web musicians, but additionally feels extra personally fucked up and worse off than he was as a fresh-faced 18-year-old. The gorgeously glum “Flatline” conveys Bladee’s unhappiness about letting somebody down—presumably himself?—with a few of his most expressive vocals ever, fluttering between hushed murmurs and frail cries; as he repeats how he’s suffocating in “darkish emotions,” his tone mirrors the dismay by slowly dropping in pitch.
For as agitated as this album may be, it’s additionally sweetly foolish in basic Bladee style. “Lows Partlyy” is eerily joyous, its blooming synths juxtaposing wildly with the depressive lyrics lurking beneath. “Burn down the disco, cling the fucking DJ,” Bladee coos at himself, sounding blissed-out. Some lyrics recall the gibberish aphorisms and cutesy riddles of his 2021 Idiot period. He talks about “violently drug abusing weed” and by accident shopping for 1,000 Smurfs toys whereas looking eBay on shrooms. He scorns individuals for watching YouTube Shorts and says he paints higher than Rembrandt. Traces which may really feel lifeless in print electrify the ear by way of Bladee’s agile vocals, twitching with odd mouth-noises and tone-switches, like how he randomly chirps “I’m again!” as if he’s returning house from work within the twilight haze of “Flexing & Finessing.”
Whereas Chilly Visions will not be his swan track, there’s undoubtedly a sense of a closing chapter. The album is haunted by ghosts from Bladee’s previous; almost each track makes some form of allusion to a earlier launch. He namedrops observe titles like “Eternal Flames” and “Redlight Moments.” Beforehand established lore concerning the mystical Drain Gang Excessive Faculty will get developed extra on the snarling “Don’t Wanna Cling Out.” Outdated audio logos rematerialize, just like the “Blade” tag taken from the 1998 film Blade and the Unhappy Boys “profound unhappiness” impact lifted from Avenue Fighter IV. Veteran drainers are combing by way of this album in group chats, constructing a grasp doc to catalog each interpolation and reference.
One minute, Bladee’s questioning whether or not his cultish followers perceive him (“Each time I test the feedback I’m considering like, ‘Do they even deserve me?’”). Later, he doubts whether or not he’s achieved something that warrants worship: “The imaginative and prescient is obvious, however I’m nowhere close to.” It feels like he’s collected his previous lives and sonic memorabilia collectively for himself as a lot as for the followers. He’s all of it, questioning what his musical accomplishments imply. There’s no clear reply; Bladee hasn’t found true happiness or reached enlightenment. By the album’s finish, he sounds exhausted but ecstatic, like he’s shedding an awesome weight. The music swells and shimmers. “I’m such as you, I’m dwelling and I’m studying,” he sings, dissolving into the noise.